When I ended up in the hospital in 16 the nurses wouldn't give me what was prescribed, said they were not going to be the ones to kill me. I've been on 72 MG of dilotta a day along with 90 MG of methadone and 5 MG of Xanax for three years because of the nephropathy and most of the time it's not enough. I've got five broken disks from falling off a roof that have fused I think. Then with this infection in my spine it ate up four more disks. I came out of the hospital four inches shorter then I went in. I assume they are also fusing themselves together. I'm missing 7 disks all together, not suppose to do much, wasn't suppose to live once the virus got in my brain. It sucks getting out. And not having xanax is really going to suck I have a lot of anxiety with these pills because I'm definitely strung out, no way I could just stop, the withdrawal would probably kill me.
Man I feel for ya, wish there was something I could do to help.