I don't know why I can't explain it but I really want one of these. I just like the gun the way it feels the way it looks just everything about it. Does anybody have any experience with it I would love to know. They're pretty pricey pieces so I don't want to buy it and then regret it. Everything I read says that it's a wonderful weapon. I've always loved the 45 but they are just not used much for personal protection these days. I do think it would be a fun range gun and maybe even good for the bedside table. Any words about it I'd love to hear it.